Uncertainty

Uncertainty. It's hard to live with not knowing.  I have another appointment on Friday to check to see if my precancerous cells have progressed.  I won't know the results for awhile.  I know I will be fine, but I'm scared of the next steps. I have so many things floating right now that I don't have the answers to fix it or make it all go away.  It could be worse. I will have to keep going back for awhile. So I will have to learn to live with this uncertainty. I'm not sure how?