I've been doing homework and designing the postcard for the swimsuit business today. I would love to be outside enjoying the last bit of warm weather. It's amazing how fast it has turned cold. I had a nice weekend, I took myself to dinner, gallery stroll, and an outdoor concert. The Copper Onion has these ricotta dumplings that I can't resist. I like to go and sit at the bar, ordering the dumplings and a drink. That's about all that I can afford at this upscale restaurant on a tight budget. The concert was chilly, but luckily I had remembered to bring a blanket and wear a sweater. The band was melodic and soothing, their voices echoing off the surrounding buildings and floating up into the crisp air. Sometimes I realize how alone I am and how comforting it feels. It's just me. I'm starting to think that I don't want to get married again or have someone in my life. I've been so disappointed. Tired of feeling any sense of rejection, when I'm accepting. I can see myself getting older and spending my time doing only the things that I love. Exploring creativity.
